Wish Was Made (part 2)

A wish was made and granted

But never understood

Yet I see now

The ‘truth’

“To un-able to feel love”

Was what I asked...

And still

I wish to ‘protect’

To trust

To risk everything on...

What ?

Yes I know.

“Love is not a feeling at all,

It is but an ability.

An ability that of strong endurance and effect

Contagious like a cold’s sneeze

Warm like a fire

It pains me,

To see....

Inner Thoughts #2

“Love Burns The Brightest, But The Brightest Flames Leaves The Deepest Scars”

In the past I’ve been picked on and so on. Always was the kid that played the punk or “Freak”. And throughout time I’ve been becoming immune  to such illness. In other words, as a human: I don’t give a ‘FU*K” if you “try” to “hurt” me anymore. I  Can take it ! Push my buttons, cross my lines, set me off ! But do so with a loved you, someone I keep dearly close to what I can “call a heart”, and I’ll snap like a rabid dog. There’s no game there. Even if I get my organs beat out of me I am going to take that stand and will not let that being fall. Not when I’m around.

Or at least not when I am given a chance.

Fave. Quote#22

"And a word to the wise when the fire dies you think it's over but it's just begun" -Avenged Sevenfold-

Fave. Quote#21

"His smile and his dagger were very close"-Historian of Philip II's Court

Fave. Quote#20

"The unknown soldier has to feel. If he bleeds he feels. If he feels he cares. He can even be scared" -Elijah X.-

Fave. Quote#19

"To be or not to be..."-(Hamlet) Shakespear

Fave. Quote #18

"Warriors have a knack for liking strange stuff, and the unknown soldier is Unknown until he finds himself.

In other words strange is more of a change that must be taken. " -Elijah Xiques-

Fave. Quote #17

"Absolute power corrupts absolutely" -Lord Actaon (1800s)

Inner Thoughts #1

" Is it not interesting that throughout time and history, human civilizations have crashed, fell to great disasters and yet, yet, t'was rebuilt in an extraordinary effort and time to a somewhat brand society ?  It really defines the terms "The end id where we begin" or in other words; "The end is just the beginning" in a bewildering as well as a blank perspective" -Thy Beloved Anonymous

Fave. Quote #16

"Find what you love and let it kill you" -Bukowski-

Fave. Quote #15

"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second"-Johnny Depp-

I am Not You

I'm not bad
I'm not good
I am neither dark or light
I would get mad
But not enough to start a fight
I can hate with passion
And so with love
I am neither a crow
Or a dove
I'm not black
Nor am I white
I may listen
Express my opinion
Respond, with my insight
I don't look for war nor trouble
Though it may follow and find me
I am not a fiend
I am not a friend
I am not a hero
Nor I a villan
I can be an animal
Yet still be so human
I can hurt
I can heal
I can even bring myself to give or steal
I can be a virgin
And I could not
I can be a murderer
Or create life
I cold learn from my mistakes
Or remain unworthy of a second chance
I can speak
Or stay silent
I can be a prisoner or a fugitive
But I can also be free

So I've made my decision
And let my grey wings take flight