My poem of The Night.

I have dreams when I'm asleep.
And nightmares when I'm awake.
So kill me-smother-drown-suffocate me.
So I can forever sleep.
Forever dream.
Wouldn't have to be so afraid.
For I'd feel no pain-like when we do everyday.
I have dreams in my sleep.
And nightmares when I'm awake.

I was too sleepy to type all this. My apologies. -_-'

Fve. Quote #34

"Strong people don't put others down... They lift them up." -Micheal P. Watson

Fave. Quote#33

"The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you're okay" -Unknown

Fave. Quote #32

"The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude of the problem. Do you understand ?" -Captain Jack Sparrow

Lone Wolf

I've always been a Lone Wolf-And always will be
Rejected or accepted
Punished or vindicated
Loved or hated
I've always been a Lone Wolf-And always will be
Friends or no friends
Family or without
Home or no home
I've always been a Lone Wolf-And always will be
Pain or numbness
Happiness or misery
Dead or alive
I've always been a Lone Wolf-And always will be
I am-Because I chose to be-Alone.

Poem 4/30/14 "Now I think I remember why I stopped writing poems"

Goals and dreams-not for me
Fame and fortune-I don't desire much things
I have what I need
Except that I don't have the "need".
The desire to breathe
This void in my heart, soul, mind, and body
Cannot be filled with things and money
I often ponder if I am loved enough ?
Then again-am I being loved too much ?
This void in which echoes my heartbeats-
The darkness that once haunted me-
Embraced. And let go.
And for what ?
Nothing's wrong.
Red roses, red roses, and baby's breath-
This void of mine can only be filled in by death.
This void grows.
Consuming my mind, body, and soul.

Inner Thought #8

If only I could travel back in time to just... ...to just hold my elementary old kid ad hold her. Telling her she's not alone. Until it-until she believed  it. That's probably all that she ever needed.