Thursday, November 14, 2013

Fave. Quote #23

It's not about what you wear or how you look that makes a difference it's how your mind is expanded and your heart. Expand your mind and expand your heart and physical strength and beauty will be your reward. The key is love and morality my friends. Kindness and respect loyalty and obedience all of which will lead to your honor. Money, females and cars is only a temporary glory true glory comes from within. It took me a while but now I believe my ignorance has been removed and so has my taint. God is the answer to morality and human decision free will to do good or evil decide my brothers and sisters and understand that the choices you make today will either benefit you or destroy you. be wise open your eyes and expand your let your spirit connect with all that is around you be one with the earth and b one with god love don't hate.
                                                                                                                  -Christian Rodriguez-

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Inner Thoughts #3

Today I learned that like many of us have our own monsters, some worst than others; we have our own Hell. And we have our own Heaven. As well as we have our own Home. They're unique to us as we we are unique to the world, the universe, even the mirrors that loves to pull tricks on us. What we don't know is that we create these. We create them. Like our Home, it becomes a part of us and who we are. Life can be Heaven, Life can be Hell. But we have brief, VERY VERY brief moments of each. It's already bad enough that we can't remember how we look without the mirrors. Yet we continue to make a fools of ourselves. Filling these empty hearts with materials. What's worse is that these materials such as; money, jewelry, electronics, nail polish, CHAINS, are often paid with the biggest and necessary sacrifices. Some people kill and shed blood for these. Whilst others pay the little bit of love they have in them instead of placing their love and hearts where it's needed most. Yourselves. Another important I learned throughout this beginning of a lifetime is that "You love others until you learn to LOVE yourself". Loving yourself doesn't mean to put yourself before everyone else. That is something that you must learn on your own. For I yet have found the secrets to life. Why fill our heart with objects that can't even show the same affection you show them ? I understand that sometimes a teddy bear is what we can hold on to when no one can, but some of us don't even appreciate an ignore those who are there for us and who has always been there through our own Heaven and Hell whilst they go through their own... appreciate what you have. And stop looking through your eyes. We don't need them to see the truth. We love making fool of ourselves. We do it to escape reality.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

To a friend

A real man goes through hell not for himself but for others. A real man takes and makes necessary risks regardless  the sacrifices. But like any other person time to time, they can and do feel emotions and are not afraid to stand for what they hold dear. They can and or will offer help when sought for. And when offered they need help to except. Especially when it comes to the gun in the mirror. 

I don't know...

I don't know what to do...

...

      In life, there are those who look down on you, who praise you, and those who hate you. In this world everyone suffers. Regardless on how "bad" your life is, just remember that somewhere in the world somebody else is go through worse pain. So enough of the petty cries. The unnecessary cries of course. Time and time again I see two different people cry now and then.


      Why ? Because something tragic happened. Person A is tearing while person B is sobbing. Person A's only family member just died the night before. That family member always stood beside person A ever since they met. Now person B is sobbing because person B didn't get the exact phone company they wanted. As I watch this I wish the best for both and bless person A.

      I wish both the best because person A's new journey just began. And person A is going to have to walk the paths I wish person B the best because if you are going to cry over spilled milk then how are you going to handle real problems in life ? There are more important things in this world than electronics and their brand names.

     

I found this on a scrap paper outside



Great. I guess I’ve got it all together. I’m a disgrace to all the “role models” I based on what I’ve always wanted to be. I’ve failed. I’ve brought dishonor yto those I love. I’ve olied t o everyone including m y se;f. I am a lie. WHo knows this life could be a lie. What do I know. This whole world probably doesn’t evn exist. I could just probably be dreaming... anightmare.  Angry at myself. I have no hope. Such disapointment such disgrace. All I ever wante to be was a sign for those who were lost and hopeless. But now what ? I guess I’ves always been selfish. I just wanted  to take everyones pain away. Yet instead i wished it all away from me. Now I’m left with mocking scars. SCARS THAt WONT LET GO. SCRAS TRHAT WONT FORGIVE> THE PAST. SCARS THAT WONT FORGIVE ME.


This was on the other side;


Break me down
Come tear me open
Dissection is the only way
the only way you can have me
HAve my soul !
But I’ll never let you have it
Never !!!


Look into my eyes
Fall into the abyss
Can you see the light ?
Too bad, ‘cause you’re not coming in


I won’t let you in !