Sunday, November 3, 2013

I found this on a scrap paper outside



Great. I guess I’ve got it all together. I’m a disgrace to all the “role models” I based on what I’ve always wanted to be. I’ve failed. I’ve brought dishonor yto those I love. I’ve olied t o everyone including m y se;f. I am a lie. WHo knows this life could be a lie. What do I know. This whole world probably doesn’t evn exist. I could just probably be dreaming... anightmare.  Angry at myself. I have no hope. Such disapointment such disgrace. All I ever wante to be was a sign for those who were lost and hopeless. But now what ? I guess I’ves always been selfish. I just wanted  to take everyones pain away. Yet instead i wished it all away from me. Now I’m left with mocking scars. SCARS THAt WONT LET GO. SCRAS TRHAT WONT FORGIVE> THE PAST. SCARS THAT WONT FORGIVE ME.


This was on the other side;


Break me down
Come tear me open
Dissection is the only way
the only way you can have me
HAve my soul !
But I’ll never let you have it
Never !!!


Look into my eyes
Fall into the abyss
Can you see the light ?
Too bad, ‘cause you’re not coming in


I won’t let you in !

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