Thy Beast

I can’t breath.

I’m struggling

I’m fighting

Can anyone not truly see,

Thy beast  that troubles me ?

Why does it only seek for me ?

For my sorrow,

For my grief

My wounds so deep

My heart scorched

Scorched by thy burning fire of thor's desires

Thus I try to seek for an answer,

Yet I fear seems to have trapped me

Thy beast that follows me

In any form of day

Yet concealed by night

Within the shadows

Within the dark

And how long will I continue to strive

Strive for a seed within

A seed of a tree

A tree indulging all hate and misery

All the pain

Thy branches consuming

Consuming life

Life and energy

Blinding does it’s aura brings

Internal bleeding preserves

Darkness surrounding me

Stars dancing along the wind

I close my eyes

Thump, thump, thump

Awoken by the sound of my heart racing

My body sweating

I’m frigid as ice

I then feel a strange impulse

As my heart skips a beat

I turn to see a mirror

And thou “Beast”

No longer concealed

My breathing stops

As well as my heart

As if time itself froze

That Beast

That I’ve been running from,

Hiding from,

Dying from.

Me.

Myself.

My reflection looking dead at me

With such dark eyes

Within the reflection is fire

My world consumed by flames

And darkness

Skies are falling

Comets racing

Still no air nor rhythm

I walk towards the mirror

That beholds such horrid visual

Is this a “Dream”?

A “nightmare” ?

I look into my reflection

Whom’s head happens to be down

As if to be ashamed

It happens to be holding a blade

Blood in both hands

Splashed on it’s face

Clothes ripped

I’m puzzled in fear

I gasp as tears crashes around me

The thought of the mirror being possesed

came to mind

Then like a bullet

Shot through my head

I flash of fire surrounding me

Blood in my clothes

In my hands

Dead bodies everywhere

My reflection laughs at me

I breakdown crying

I crawl to a corner

Curl up and just cry

*CRACK!!!*

I jump to a sound of broken glass

I walk towards the mirror

Which happens to be broken

My reflection is trying to break it’s way through ?!

My reflection’s right hand

passes through the mirror as if

As if the glass was merely water

Stuck I am to the ground

My reflection grabs my shoulder with both hands

Pulls me in

In the mirror itself

I faint in fear

I wake up

in my room

No fire

No blood

No bodies

Nobody

Everything’s blue

I jump to a sound of broken glass

I walk towards the mirror

Which happens to be broken

My reflection is trying to break it’s way through ?!

My reflection’s right hand

passes through the mirror as if

As if the glass was merely water

Stuck I am to the ground

My reflection grabs my shoulder with both hands

Pulls me in

In the mirror itself

I faint in fear

I wake up

in my room

No fire

No blood

No bodies

Nobody

Everything’s blue

I jump to a sound of broken glass

I walk towards the mirror

Which happens to be broken

My reflection is trying to break it’s way through ?!

My reflection’s right hand

passes through the mirror as if

As if the glass was merely water

Stuck I am to the ground

My reflection grabs my shoulder with both hands

Pulls me in

In the mirror itself

I faint in fear

I wake up

in my room

No fire

No blood

No bodies

Nobody

Everything’s blue

It’s dark

But blue

*whispers*”Hey”

I jump paranoid and cold as I can be

Shivering like a rattlesnake

I again crawl to a corner

My slower, and more careful

I lean on this corner

I hold myself

“It’s okay, it’s okay”

I say to myself.

I fall asleep.

I thought to myself:

With no feeling, I’d be able to let go

I’d be able to move on

I’d be able to sleep

To sleep in peace...

And never-ever wake up.

(Heart)

*BOOM-BOOM*

(TO BE CONTINUED...)

                -Love,                                                       
Thy beloved Anonymous

tHy